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 hey, you can find me over at www.ceekaytv.blogspot.com

it's my tv blog. 
because i want to be an entertainment writer, so i'm trying to see if i'm any good at it. :)

i cover:
-lost
-gossip girl
-how i met your mother
-the office
-bones
-chuck


yay so come read it!

 

1ST DAY OF SCHOOL. WHAT UP.

im in love with my pretty white macbook.


SELF FIVE.



SUMMER 08 IS OVA.

i took  a cycling class today.
my butt/crotch hurts so freaking bad omg.
never ever again.

jon&kate plus 8 is my new favorite show. im addicted. those kids are so freaking precious.
speaking of shows:

I AM SO ADDICTED TO GOSSIP GIRL OMG. WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME SOONER HOW AMAZING IT IS?!
chuck& blair may do each other any time now.
oh and so can kate&sawyer. for realz.
i had to watch JATE for gods sake.
they better reward me for that.



i got a bugbite today.
it itches.


hmm.

don't you love that feeling when everything is falling into place? 
it makes me so happy.

im rediscovering my pure love of music. and im in a writing mood. check it:

chelsea's 10 saddest songs, of the moment.
( not ever, because it will change very day.)

1. hallelujah. any version will do, but the jeff buckley version is far and away the best. hands down. i can't even debate you on this, because of how much better his version is.

love is not a victory march
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

2. slow dancing in a burning room. john mayer. the relationship is sinking fast and you both know it and you want to save it, even though there is nothing left to save.

this is the deep and dying breath
of the love we've been working on.

we're going down, you can see it too.
we're going down, you know that we're doomed.
my dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

don't ya think we should've known by now?
don't you think we should've learned somehow?

3. the scientist- coldplay. this one is self explanatory kids.

i had to find you, tell you i need you
tell you i set you apart

nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard.
oh, take me back to the start.

4. regina spektor- ode to divorce. seeing someone move on, while you are standing still.

you’re talking to her now
and you’ve eaten something minty
and you’re making that face that I like
and you’re going in, in for the kill, kill
for the killer kiss, kiss for the kiss, kiss.

5. hanging by a thread- jann arden. i've seen this song at pretty much every dance competition ever and it still hits as hard as it did the first time.

the salt inside my body ruins everyone i come close to
my hands are barely holding up my head
i am so tired of looking at my feet
all the secrets that i keep
my heart is barely hangin' by a thread

6. drowning- missy higgins. finding the light at the end of the tunnel.

when the one you leave is the one thing you believe
you say goodbye when underneath’s your one belief
that love rules all, it conquers all.

7. your hand in mine- explosions in the sky. it's instrumental. it still amazing.

8. 18th floor balcony- blue october. i am obsessed with this song, and i think it's pretty much the ultimate love song.

i raised my hand, as if to show you that i was yours
that i'm so yours for the taking.

9. everlong- foo fighters. this is an old song, but a recent discovery. you know they're wrong, but you don't care.

all i ask of you-
is not to stop when i say when.

10. ever the same- rob thomas. the acoustic version from itunes becuase its 10 times more gorgeous than the regular version.

just let me hold you while you're falling apart
just let me hold you so we both fall down

fall on me
tell me everything you want me to be
forever with you forever in me
ever the same
 

 



so lost last night?
made me want to do dirty things to josh holloway.

other than that? badly written, very OOC things going on.

but josh holloway. for realz. lets have babies.

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OMG :14-:16!!!!!!
A FLIP.
WHILE MAKING OUT.
god bless you darlton. 

thursday can NOT COME FAST ENOUGH.

this week can kiss my ass.

all the school work has been lame enough
but on WENSDAY NIGHT aka PROJECT RUNWAY NIGHT.
the bravo channel is NOT WORKING.

i might kill someone this week. lost better be good.

at least the writers strike is over!!!

pam and jim and dwight and kelly and andy and ryan and sweet michael scott can not come back to my tv fast enough.

to my small but oh so pretty friends list:

PLEASE WATCH FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS TOMORROW NIGHT AT 8PM CENTRAL TIME. 

even if you hate football, you will still love it. kristen for e online said it best i believe: if you are a person, know a person or have ever aspired to be a person, you will like this show. this isn't like heroes or lost or anything like that. you can come in the middle and be just fine. 

there is not a show more lovely than this one. its about people dealing with their lifes, in a small town.  it will make you laugh and cry in about a 10 minute period.its got the best tv family EVER with the taylors. S1 is avaible for 20 dollars. you can watch all the episodes on nbc.com. im sure you can find them with other methods. but just WATCH THIS SHOW.

theres pretty boys too. 

heyyyyyy timmy riggins
 



youll thank me. i promise.

cough couchcoughcoughcoughcoughcough.

sorry. thats all ive been doing since wends night.

lost was KICKASS. times FIFTY. i didnt evenmind that kate and sawyer had only one tiny baby scene because it was full of the angst. and charlie was hot, which was weird. 

FNL made me cry like 5 times which means its back to being amazing.

everyone is saying that the writers strike is about to be over. i would be so excited i would cry.
okay maybe not cry. but you know.

i want to go see the hannah montana movie. for realz. im sure this makes me lose quite a few cool points.
im okay with that.


sigmaphilamda retreat is this weekend. im very excited about it. i think thats is a very strong group of girls, im glad to be apart of it.

 i could not be more excited for lost to be coming back.
ON THURSDAY!



SAWYER I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG. with your pretty hair and accent and arms and abs and hotness.






WELCOME BACK MY FAVORITE TV BOYFRIEND. IVE MISSED YOU SO.

please be kind to my heart. you like to tease it by being a douche. 
lets avoid that okay?


other notes:
-sweeny todd was lame and gross. i dont get the whole johhny depp thing,
-I GOT AN APARTMENT NEXT SEMESTER OMG I AM EXCITED.
-im in phi lamb and im really excited about that too.:)

who wants to start school tomorrow?!

not me.

ive got bio, intro to fashion merchandising and college algebra. and i dont have class till 10, which is glorious compared to 8. so it shouldnt be too bad.

i hope. 


ive been catching up on gossip girls. and it is SO GOOD. im glad i havent been watching it, so i can just watch a lot at once. 


i never know what to write in here. lame. im so boring.

godbless ontd and their brituation coverage. it has made my day.

my whole household is sick. weve all got this gross cold crap and i hate it and my whole house feels dirtttty. i want to dip the whole thing in lysol.

OMG HOW EFFIN WONDERFUL WAS FNL TONIGHT?! and i almost forgot it was on. goodness. and hayyyy tim riggins. lets get married bb.
seriously. why did no boys look like that on my texas highschool football team? highschool would've been much more enjoyable.

blake lewis is on leno right now. he is a pretty amazing live performer. i love him. and break anotha is HOT. i wish i could tap well enough to choreograph to it, because it would be fierce. 


speaking of fierce. i have watched entirlely too much of the antm marathon this week. its like a train wreck.




END THE WRITERS STRIKE FOR TIM RIGGINS, YALL.

resolutions for '08.

1. be a better student. this includes going to class, paying attention and actually studying. goal for 2nd semester is a 3.0. because of the writers strike, this might be easier, since i won't have tv to distract me.

2. lose 5 pounds by spring break. this includes only one fast food trip a week, eating breakfast, drinking more water, and going to the REAL gym 3 times a week.

3. be more outgoing, make new friends.

4. STOP BITING MY NAILS. this includes finding a new nervous habit to do.

5. get on the school paper. write more. write anything.

6. stop being a hypochodriac. i have no idea what this will include.

7. get closer to god. this includes going to church more and prayingggg.

8. get in a good relationship. fall in love.

9. find out what i would like to do with my life.

10. try out for sytycd and soul escape and any other opportunity that will come my way. no regrets. 
 

 
this is my first rough cut of my legally blonde fic. very very rough. but i like where it's going, and one of my new years resolutions is to write more.

so here it goes.

 elf is precious.





i love christmas.
i hate school. 
i love working out.
i hate preworking out feelings. 
i love that colbert and conan are coming back!
i hate that nothing else is.


 

i  FAIL at college.
i don't "apply" myself.
ugh. stress.

im ready for a break.

 i want this effing writers strike to end please. i NEED the office. and chuck and pushing dasies and gossip girl and lost and colbert and conan AND LOTS OF THINGS. my poor dvds are going to die friom overuse.

my current obsessions: 
legally blonde the musical. godbless MTV for showing it. its adorable and i have the soundtrack memorized and i like to belt it out on the wya home from work and it makes me wish I COULD BE ON BROADWAY! i'd be a good delta nu. preferably the one that does bend and snap

ENCHANTED: hello. this is the cutest movie ever made. and amy adams HANDS are perfect. yes that sounds insane, but she got that disneyprincess fluttering hand thing down perfect. and i'm a dancer, i zoom in on these things. but its so cute and i love the songs and ive already seen it twice.

christian from projectrunway: team STAR, like stars, like we're celebrities! uh, thats feroch. im pretty much a bigdeal. there is some HAND SOWN CRAP up in here. FIERCE. add those in with his emokid!hair and the paris-esq voice and i want to be bitchy bffs with him.

being done with finals. holy lord. im only worried about math and mass comm, pretty much because i havent been to those classes very much becuase i fail at college.

hopefully i will get better at this.

maybe i should use this sucker.
since you know, i do want to be a journalist. (only entertainment)

i think.
since im apparently incapable ofmaking up my mind.



im ready for finals to be done. this xmas should fantastic and next semester should be fabulous.

one of the bffs is coming back to school, better classes, hopefully phi lamb, getting on the paper (again, hopefully), MAYBE A BIGGER DORM, going to the gym 2-3times /week. should be good.


but if the writers strike isnt setteled, then that will put a damper on things, sadly. I NEED MY OFFICE FIX KTHANKS.